I have no idea what I'm doing. I have no idea where I'm going, or what I'm going to do when I get there.
I'd wish it were easier...but, doesn't everyone wish their lives were easier? Isn't that all most people want? An easy life, if not for them, then for their children?
I don't know what I'm doing. But I know what I will do.
I'm going to find them. I'm going to save them.